question post

yes, you should work at your friendships (the close ones. the ones with the people you'd call your best friends.) and try to develop or even just maintain them, but when does it become working too hard? 

if you're having to exert a lot of effort to keep the friendship on good terms (or alive at all), is the relationship worth it? 

shouldn't truly close friends not have to try hard and not have to be careful what they say or do (within reason, of course), and still know that they will love each other (and almost more specifically like each other) unconditionally and without judgement?

you shouldn't have to be afraid that your chum will look down on or criticize you...right?

i'm having 6 teeth out in the morning.
and they're going to cut holes in my face...er...under my face...in my gums.








and katie, if you take a picture of me while i look like a black and blue chipmunk, you will pay the consequences. that black and blue chipmunk will turn into a howling, black and blue chipmunk of vengeance who will swoop down upon you in the dead of night and wreak havoc on your face. 'cause that's what howling, black and blue chipmunks of vengeance do. that's how they roll. so...watch it.

a little bit cliche, i know...

but don't scoff at my dreams.

I do NOT feel like making myself be happy.
I do NOT feel like enjoying my day.
I do NOT feel like being nice to people.
I do NOT feel like finding good in everything.
I do NOT feel like sitting here alone.

I do NOT feel like writing a happy list.



But I'm going to anyway. Maybe it will help.
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...blah. Ok. Just kidding. I can't.

God...

help us.