I do NOT feel like making myself be happy.
I do NOT feel like enjoying my day.
I do NOT feel like being nice to people.
I do NOT feel like finding good in everything.
I do NOT feel like sitting here alone.

I do NOT feel like writing a happy list.



But I'm going to anyway. Maybe it will help.
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...blah. Ok. Just kidding. I can't.